Daft Punk is amazing.

I'm the writer hater. I've taken a grip more photos, but ya know that's more sensitive to my ADHD. I don't have time to do this shit. Oh I'm on rid, and I've been steadily smoking since last beginning of sunday. I've been constantly stoned. Tomorrow I'm haveing an awesome party at my house. I wish that Bennington kids could come. I miss you all so much. It's been so long. Dude we all know even though I'm going to be in London until the second, I will still be the first to be unpacked. Hopefully I will be coming with weed, or will be able to by there, and you bitches are all twenty-one, so someone come to my room and have grass or drink.

FIRST PARTY OF THE YEAR?

one curiouse question is,where am I going to be living? I wouldn't like to live in Merch, but the other two new houses are okay. Then I might be okay with going back to canfield or stokes or swan. No 70's houses, and really no houses on second street. I have a first st and woo ave love. Dude, I'd love to stay right by Tor or Tag's room or Rob's, I could get high being next to it right? Maybe that would help me cut down on needing to buy so much.

What I really need is two things. One to grow enough plants to have a rotation of weed in my hands, and I would like to have my own place to do that, so I'm not moving that shit around. Then I would also like to date a pusher boy friend, Preferably a dreaded or mohawked boy with tatts and piercings (hopefully his nipples) that just gives me pot and fuckes me at least once a day.

I have the horny needs of a young boy. I guess that's why I like 'em young. I'll save the oldder more experienced for when I want to settle down. A dude that can really please me, and wants to adopted some little punks. I might have that happen. However, I will never have a wedding. We will live together for a while and have a farm before we adopt as well. Childern aren't on my mind. I really don't want one. But I would like to adopt just to help out with that. I know if I adopt I would want to adopt so many. I want older kids. But then that would be so hard. I think I could only be an animal owner and be a foster parent. It seems to me that is where this country is really lacking. I would so love to be a foster parent. My child would be awesome. We would have good times together. I'm ready for some trouble makers. The truth is they can't be that bad, cause if they want to go back to the home all they have to do is run away.

WEll soo much of that. I need sleep. I hate my self. I have so much shit to do and I stayed up for 24 hours and nothing got done. I just went places in hopes of guys. I was sooooooo horney. I hope I get ass at Bennington. I really hope that spafford is visiting, his good. Maybe there will be some hot new thing. Ha, I've gotten some hot pick up lines these days. I've been spuwing out more and more everyday. People really like my water move. We were in the ocean and I say to everyone Want to see my butt? Then I do a little 360 ball. If a hot dude's around you pull your pants down and give him a good flash. I've come up with others. "are you thirsty?" Do you need a drink? Cause I've got some refreshing for you OR I'll fill you up. Want a fag? Can I sit on your face?

I could go on. They are all rather sleezey but I enjoyed them, so do a lot of my curtent buddies.

AGAIN I need sleep. let me die just for a bit.

xxxchristars. I hope I come back sooner this time.